I feel sin. I thought after a week I will not feel the hatred. But I'm wrong. after a week when I see him I still feel a sense of hatred. I feel bad how?
Tuesday, May 27, 2008{ 9:40 PM }
Today while on the to Xav's house, at woodland interchange, I saw this. A man playing piano and moving the piano at the same time. I think the pianist is also quite cute. He's in those Charlie Chaplin out suit. I took a short clip on it. Hope you guys will enjoy as there are a lots of inconsiderate people walking by even though they know that you are filming. And hello those who know me, with my hand stretch and tipping on my tippest toe. I just that 'taller' so pardon me. (: By the way it organize due to Singapore Arts Festival.
Macadam Piano by Pomme D´or (France) Supported by the Embassy of France in Singapore
In this whimsical and moveable concert programme, Mozart, Django, Schubert and Kurt Weill all come together in the name of environmental friendliness. Look out for the top hat and tails man on a dynamo-turned piano!
Scorce: http://www.singaporeartsfest.com/aotm.asp
Sunday, May 25, 2008{ 6:56 PM }
Anyone out there who's thinking of having brazilian wax? Or done it before? Can tag how it feel and where is good? Strip seem to have also therapy to calm brazilian virgin. And they are like using vanilla white chocolate wax. With scent of chocolate while waxing?
I'm thinking of doing it. Wanna have a feel of hairless 'bottom' and shaving AIN'T GOOD! even for your underarm. So girl out there stop shaving! GO for waxing. I would it's more tickish compare to pain.
Tag and let me know ok?
{ 1:40 AM }
I'm drink 'Choya" now. I'm really a 'no alchol girl'. I find the taste a little weird. BUT I think I'm cheap. even though the taste I feel that is weird, I still feel like drinkin and slipping bits and bits.
I only drank a little bit. And I feel 'that' feeling again - I'm drank..
Try 'Choya'. But drink it directly. Add some green tea to it. 1 portion of choya to 2portion of green tea. I love the sweet. Sweet smelling of the plum. It's great. (:
Feel like slipping it again.
Saturday, May 24, 2008{ 12:46 PM }
I've been finding views from our room(xav's house) window a great view. And it's still developing into not housing estate but better greenery view. It's like going to turn into park which is able to connect all the nature park in Singapore.
So I've change my mind as I use to think that I want to stay at west side after marriage as all my friends is over there. But after these few day of look and mind sorting. I think I wanna this area. I can call my friend up instead and we can have more privacy and not worrying about disturbing the moms and dads.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008{ 4:55 PM }
my mind ain't wokring well these days. Although the surface seem alryte, but it's not in me. I feel so sad, scared and guilty for thinking this way but I just can't help it. No one can confirm. No one can feel it and no one bother. People just think that I'm to free that's why I'm thinking this way. But have anyone wonder if people don't stop what their doing, it's just can't help in anyway especially when it's ended with "just playing".
Beening crying for 2 days. Dare not and don't feel like speaking a single words. Not to Rachel even. A friend who listen and always console me in the way that really open mind.
Don't know if you ever met someone like this before. Her words just solve your problems. I, myself is still not her yet. I know sometime my idea or solution is just so lousy that I feeling like slapping myself after thinking why I said that.
I'm tired of holding back but I'm scared of letting go. And who wins? 'SCARED!' I know I'm stupid to do this but I simply just can help it. I really hope the old saying works: "time will heal everything"
Silly of I that I thought this will not happen. But i'm wrong. Everything still have it good and bad. happy and sad, pros and cons.
Sitting beside the window, the breeze is good. Just hope that te breeze can speed up my time and things will be soon solve and over.
Monday, May 19, 2008{ 3:17 PM }
I DON'T WANT YOU TO WORK! !!!
I WANT YOU TO BE BY MY SIDE TODAY!!!!
I'M SAD!
Saturday, May 17, 2008{ 11:28 PM }
I'm having my menses today. As the date of my menses is always getting earlier and ealier, i always thought that i'm having irregular menses. But just now, i made an effort to calculate the days. It ain't irrregular at all. It's s regular - on the27th day. This is also to say i can roughly calculate the date until july so that i can go for a nice and free trip to Genting - if possible.
Okay i just bath as we are getting ready to go over to jenny place to play game while i play my psp as the sence of the game (Silent Hill) i find it a little gross.
Gonna stop here. my hubby waiting for me.
BYE BYE (:
Wednesday, May 14, 2008{ 8:56 PM }
I MISS XAVIER XIAO RONGSHENG! Feel liking going down to sunset to find him. But i told myself no. Need to have some control over myself. But i really miss him! Gonna go bath then hide in my blanket and let time pass.
SAD!
Monday, May 12, 2008{ 10:05 PM }
I'm confuse and my mind is not working well. Things just keep happening and I don't know what to do? Should i help or not? No one haven given me an answer. If i help I might need to help again and again which i do not have the abilities. But if i don't, i will get all those nasty comment and stuff and lecture. What should I do? I really don't know.
I control myself not to go down to sunset today to look for Xav. Will go down tomorrow. so i loading some taiwan drama and of course my lovely PSP to accompany.
Ok got to stop here. Hong ask me to accompany her for dinner.
Must listen course I'm using her Mac Book. heh
CIAO!
Saturday, May 10, 2008{ 10:00 PM }
Done something to my blog. And it's MY BLOG! no wil have the same blog as me! HAHAHAH. Okay, I know the blog ain't that nice as compare to other peoples' blog, but i jus simply LOVES my blog. But I'm still trying to figure out the photobucket's size readjustment. Because spend like hours just it? But I cant do it therefore i choosen other photo instead.
Xav is back early! and I'm super happy! buy we are going out soon. Going to jenny's house to play game. Heng bought a new game. IT"S GAME NYTE!
Thursday, May 8, 2008{ 8:44 PM }
Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
quite true in almost all. (:
{ 6:43 PM }
Just clear up our study table and the floor which after cleaning i realise is all my tour ad. opps!
my flu and everything is getting better especially my ear block. it's so so much better now. but my flu sort of come back due to cleaning up. you know, i am allege ro dust! thats why i hate spring cleaning.
waiting for xav to come back. he will be back any time now. going for dinner i suppose. because i'm hungry!
HE'S BACK!!
CIAO (:
Wednesday, May 7, 2008{ 10:07 PM }
I'm stll sick. carrying a have nose block.(not does watery watery kind. it's THICK!) and slight cough. treat hubby to steamboat at AMK coffee shop. though the place is a little small and the food it a little limited but they still serve cockles and pig liver if you don't mind eat food from thoes environment. and 12 buck of each pax i find it still rarely fine for me. and the stock base is quite good. 3/5 point to it.
Finally i get to at my F&N marigo petit mango yogurt ice cream. Not bad jus too small.
Edit a photo thru photobucket. enjoy the function. credits to Lynn and Hong.
Sunday, May 4, 2008{ 8:08 PM }
I'm sick. restless. breathing diffculties thru' nose. teribble heahache and body ache. Will I be having dengue? or even HFMD? please no!. I still got plenty of work to do. But i'm dying.
Thursday, May 1, 2008{ 4:26 PM }
change my blogskin. find my previous skin abit weird. dont know how to explain. but i think there is something wrong with th blogger time. aftr3 this post i will see how. mayb i'll take it away.
okay! i wanna blog about yesterday. so excited. was xav off day. it's been a long long time since we go out alone together. lt's beacuse he work till 6 plus then he reach home and we have to workthe nect morning so we cant go too far nor too late. and simplest things is to wathc movie but no extra cash for that or no nice movie. so ended up we over at his place again with the CAT.
But yester day was different! we had the money. we had the time as it's holiday today! 3 CHEERS TO LABOUR DAY! so we went to sentosa yester. it was actually a very last min things. i was thinking of sentosa, singapore flyers and staying at home. but he insist of going. so i jus quickly choose sentosa as the price is cheaper. so we hurry and change ourselves hoping that we are able to catch the "Song by the Sea" but was too crowded. and the queue is super long. so i gve up although i really wanted to watch.
so we go sakae@sentosa for our dinner. the place change the ambience is BAD. and is really BAD. the teppayaki area is consider alryte but not the dionning area. it look more like food court. SWEAR! they change their meun and i believe it's going into fine dinning. but ambience really dont suit the meun. and the staff is in all kind of clothes not uniform. although the staff service was not bad. but i think the ambience really drop Sakae name.
Enough of dinner. after dinner we when for the skyride. luckily we were able to catch the last ride and we came down riddig the Luge. was a fun ride i would say. i was quite scare of the luge at first thinking that i will lost controlled but everything was under my controlled. LOL
after sentosa we head down to T3 as xav haven been to. we were more of feeling to enter the departure hall as the shop inside is tempting us. though we didn't really buy thing but i simply jus enjoy the night.
