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Saturday, June 28, 2008 { 5:23 PM }

To dearest 'you', recover asap! we miss you! we miss you smile, your energy and we miss you voice.

Went to visit him on and off for the pass few days. From high dependency ward to ICU back to high dependency ward his had finally transfer to normal ward. without all the tubes and pipe. but he wont be discharging soon told by his mother.

Tues, we me, juann and jenny went to visit him. jenny reached before and told us that she has a long chat with his mother. i always feel that I'm the second strongest compare among the girls in own group. But tear just rolled down straight after hearing what jenny say: "His mother say he keep telling her 'i want to meet my friend'". Tears drop right away for me and juann. those word just hit us straight into your heart.

Stop on him. those are the past. he getting better. and i believe he will be back like normal with us very soon.

God Bless!

I'm so sad today. everyone has their programme except for me. even xav. i haven been seeing today which had never happen before on a saturday. juann sayang me. she will rush down from her flight and reach home to put her and meet me asap at sunset. she will be back from bangkok by 8.

boring and lonely!

Sunday, June 22, 2008 { 12:16 PM }

Thing was suppose to be happy, fine and maybe high cum excited? Though there are lots of waiting but
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lifeissounpredictable.

Saturday, June 14, 2008 { 12:27 PM }

Went to Vivo yesterday to celebrate juann 20th birthday. Reach at 7 when we are suppose to meet at 6. But i told jenny nam before hand. Met with slow traffic at AYE. Should have taken a train instead of bus. After all there no traffic lights on the track.

Call jenny up when i reach. suppose to meet them a GV. But i (going to) lost. i came to a junction with and i don't know which path to take. Cox i know if i walk the wrong path, it will took me likek 20min to walk back. So i stay where i am and they come looking for me. HOW SWEET!

when to white dog to have a our dinner. i had a beef goulash and a sausages platter. i personally love the sausages but not the beef goulash. i think xav's beef goulash is better, nicer and tastier.

brought that princess to the Build-A-Bear-Workshop. as she told me once she wanted a bear from there. after a long time choose she will decided to get the MOLA MOLA (Long Ear Bunny). Actually we ain't the one stuffing the cotton like what is shown on TV. they were the one. we jus help to step on the pedal to activate that machine. we were being ask to do some silly action due to the person silly reason. After that the brushing is then done by ask. after that we when to choose costume for Mola Mola. Juann really spend time on her clothing. and she finally decided on the jap costume.

while paying at the counter. they ring the bell and girls working sang a birthday sone. a nice one i would say. lucky that miss xu took a long time to choose to choose the clothing. cox by the time the girls sangthe song. there will like left with us and a family of 4. not that PS after all.

Presenting: MOLA MOLA

I simply love these pair of 'cha kia'

Wednesday, June 11, 2008 { 5:53 PM }

There's so many intruders at xav's house. Really have the urge to call the police or shout at them to get out of the house. They are just some super ugly but thought handsome AB!

Forget about them. Wanted to blog this last weekend. But I'm just L-A-Z-Y. One day while going home on xav car from Pasir Ris park. I saw this banner on horses. From them keep wanting to go but end up with lots of meeting up with darlings and then xav start working at sunset i simply just forgotten about it. Until recently we are broke. And xav have a permanent Sunday Off for me. iI remember this place. So i went online to look for the actual location.

It located inside Pasir Ris Park. and the operation hour is 8am-12pm and 2pm-7pm. This timing is when you can have pony feeding or pony ride. No worries about the ponies as long as you are below 70kg. But the house will be in the enclose"open farm" from 8am-7pm.

I wanted to have the rides actually but ended up all the people who are having pony rider are little children which make me a little too old for it. So i give up the thoughts and go for the pony feeding instead. It's a good experience feeding ponies although there are only 2!

will update the photos laters. It's in xav HTC. Got to wait till he come home.

Saturday, June 7, 2008 { 5:45 PM }

Don't feel like blogger recently. lazy? tired? I DON'T KNOW. just don't feel like doing so. Have not been meeting them up these daysss. Only last sat when we go clubbing at IndoChine. But a very short time i would say. Cause our dearest BM driving Mr Heng Wei Sheng Jeremy enter NS. he in Tekong for 3 days?

I feel bad not meeting them. but i even badder when I have no extra cash to spend. Having lots of money problem recently. I'm starting to give my grandmother allowance although it's only a little. Hey! i filial after consider the amount of money i bring home. and 'she' seem to know when i having my pay. 'She' will call me up and ask for money. if I say know. she will go to my grandmother. Seeing my grandmother so helpless. Finding extra cash for 'her' as she believe those nonsense maybe which is true(BUT I DON"T BELIEVE!). In the end. out from my own pocket.

Forget about those thing. something else. while packing my thongs on Wed, realise that i have in total of 13 pair of shoes which does not include 5 pair which I've threw away after packing. Is it a lot? xav say he's banning me from buying shoes. sad ):

'Another 4 is in my room'

I nearly go home bare footed on Thursday night. While waiting for xav to knock off. Half way through our conversation at bout 2145 I felt a suddenly insecurity on my left leg. My left slipper band came off. After about 20 minutes, there goes my right slipper. Am i unlucky or what they always say; When a shoes have to go they just have to go.

'I'll miss you'