(._.)

2009-03-01T11:23:00.002+08:00

it was a memorable nyte yesterday.
i dunnoe if i've done the ryte thing, but at least everything was fine after that.

wisdom of words
[take up first aid and never be panic]

2009-02-17T00:02:00.002+08:00

A BIG BIG SORRY.

i have tonnes and tonnes of pretty picture in my cam but i have yet to up load. i will try to upload them nad send to you guys asap.

-belilini grande with jenny and juan
-jit's 21st birthday
-virgin nyte at st james

and mamny more

2009-02-02T22:29:00.002+08:00

I'M SO SAD TODAY!

BABY MAKE ME CARRY A BAG OF 2 BOTTLE OF 550ML OF SHAMPOO AND 2 TUBEOF TOOTHPASTE.

AND HE SEEM LIKE HE'S OK WITH ME CARRY THAT PACK OF THINGS WHEN I'M LIKE GIVING HIM A SUPER SAD FACE AND PITTIFUL FACE.

GUESS WHAT!

HE ONLY REALISE IT WHEN WE ARE AT THE DOOR!

AT THAT POINT I REALLY FEEL SO SAD AND FEEL THAT HE DUN CARE AND LOVE ME.

I'M SO VERY VERY SAD!

I'M SO PITTIFUL!

2009-02-02T21:57:00.007+08:00

this from some of my colleauge. carol, ameilla, yin, huan, qiao and YH!!

from ah ma, baby and myself

2009-02-02T21:45:00.002+08:00

my birthday celebration. so sad at the start. when sentosa alone. cox they have plan already. it's in the afternoon. and the worse thing, baby lied to me that he cant fetch me from vivo cox his boss is out and he needs to stay in office.

but it was all because of a very sweet planning. but i think i spoilt a little bit cox i'm scared to open the box. i really scared they put something that will jump and scared you. who know baby was inside. and guess what??! he was inside with a bouquet of flowers!

YES! FLOWER!!! if you know him, he dun like to give flower as he thinks that it's impactical. but he gave me this time on his on account. so happy.

had dinner at Relish. nice buger they have. open up present there. was very happy with all my present.

qiao juan - coach clutch
joanna - VS lipgloss.(the lipgloss seem difficult to use. but they really give you pretty and plump lip after applying)
jenny, lijuan, heng, weida, jo, jit and hong wee - a set of body shop mineral make up.

K at party world after that. sang and drink there. home after that. cox i'm real tired.

2009-01-25T22:07:00.004+08:00

reunion dinner was out. not much varieties compare to steamboat at home. true that no washing will be needed. but. the taste really differ a lot.

wanted to catch the 大喜事. but the seat was mostly full. and my ahyee say it's expensive. so we drop the idea. watch tv, bath. and they are preparing for it now.

mahjong soon.

HUAT HUAT HUAT AH!!!
发发发！！！！！

2009-01-24T00:51:00.000+08:00

2009-01-13T22:26:00.002+08:00

SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!SHOPPING!

i've been on shopping mode recently. those who know me and have been seeing me shop they know real well. i had like 5 dresses altogether now. 1 given by hong. 1 for my anniversary and the rest CNY clothing. brought some pretty bras and panties. STOCKUPS! spend like total of 150 buck on all the inner wear.

been out with baby juan recently and CHAN LI JUAN on and off. juan and i was out jus yesterday. when to her workplace and do my nails. but i destroy it today. LOL b'cause i feel them too ugly. those that on my hand now are better. much much better.

baby juan was so sweet yester by acc-ing me at town to look for a petticoat- don't know what's that? google it! went to mark and spencer and found it! upon looking at the price, i was sad. it was like $59. WTH! for a inner wear after your panty and before for skirts. though the material was quite not bad. do headed to ISETAN but they had none. was super sad. before we reach TANGS lingerie department. we stuff our stomach if some german franks. delicious. the best thing! we had our petticoat bought @ like only $9.90. the material is also quite good. girls, go grab a petticoat now. you might need it. cox juan bough without and reason. save it for rainydays she said.

happily to sunset for our super late dinner. and home after that.

3 more days

18 more days

2009-01-04T16:13:00.002+08:00

PERM? REBONING OR FRINGE?

should i perm or rebon? i wanna perm those lose big wave. and a long bang fringe? but i'm afriad that it dont look nice on me cox my hair aint that long. what should i do? or jus settle my fringe neat and tied that big flower that i recently tied when i'm out?

give me comment okay? i really need the comment before 9 of January.

went to SAF yatch club with baby this early afternoon. book their honeymoon suite there. baby pay everything. then i voluteer to treat him mum mum on that day. and recommendation where you can get nice food with good ambience?

commend before 14 of January.

yesterday of a fun day out. juan and i went to the secret place. thanks to juan and her courage. lol. good experience and good eye opener. too bad didn manage to get anything there.

visit heng ard 5 plus 6. leave at abt 7. cab down to heeren and we waraku there. cheap and not bad for the food. big eater and can try. but only for thier main course. i personally feel that that their sushi and gunkan is a little ex. but juan say that their sushi not bad. shopping after that. shall contiune to shop tml. afterall i end work at 3 only. meeting juan after my work.

2009-01-02T00:20:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL AND YOUR FAMILY!!!

countdown @ heng's house yesterday. thank you auntie for your delicious mum mum and we had games and show before we go home @ bout 230am.

wake up at 11 plus while baby wake up 12. bath, make up and head to PS supposingly but the quene for the carpark is far too long. so we change destination to MS. buy 1915 'Ponyo On the Cliff By the Sea'

before movie, have late lunch at MOF. i had Zaru Soba while baby ate Char Siew Chicken Ramen. after that we had dessert. was real FULL.

Walk around MS then to Suntec. window shopping.

Time up. going for our movie. bought snaack in. hoping to enjoy the movie but i was bitten by B-E-D-B-U-G.

yes!

you didnt read wrongly. bedbug. the small marron colour insect which suck your blood and leave you in super real itch and big swallon wound. from my tigh up to my back which near my armpit.

complaint to the manager and got 2 complimentry ticket. shall use it during our anniversary celebration. most prob watching "Red Cliff"

Need to run now. baby waiting to use his comp to do his work.

2008-12-31T00:59:00.002+08:00

i guess i have to add on one more resolution.

W-O-R-K-O-U-T

looking in the mirror when putting on my tank top. i look huge on my arm, chest, my stomach and my BUTT!. guess i really needs to put on a pair of exercise shoes to keep myself fit! gonna grab a pair of pretty and nice shoes for workout when i get my pay next week. any recommendation on what kind shoes should i buy best for workout? because i had no single idea able it.

went nyte safari with my bro and cousins. free admission. brother treat plus we have 5 free tickets. so is really cheap. this time around we really walk alot and i actully walk into to mangrove to see bats in real close contact. jus beside us and flying around us. heavy crowd over at safari. we when for the walking trail then catch the animal and lastly the tram before heading home. lots of laugher and fun on the way but defintely not the ride back as there was a crockroach in the car. poor zhu hui have to sit at a very uncomfortable posture as i didnt dare to put my leg on the ground.

was suppose to go baby house to stay over. but the safari ended too late and they are ready before 11. so stay over at his house was cancel. baby getting busier in the coming months. lots of thing to do, to handle and to pay. so i dun really dare to speak up much or complaint about him accompanying me less as i know he really need that busy-ness. but hope he can really make out more time for me and me only.

try to get baby since i reach home at bout 12. the last msg i receive from him was that he reach home and i cant contact him anymore. beening blasting his phone but no pick up at all. with that special ring tone that i set, he should be able to heard it unless his phone is silent. i'm sad. real sad. cox i have really hear his voice much today. i really wanna hear him. at least a 'good nyte dear dear' frm him.

wake up please.
wake up please
wake up please!

2008-12-29T17:15:00.002+08:00

quick wrap up of 2008

it's a very fast year. witha blink christmas is over.

work - i got a 80buck increment at june until now. colleagues was like. up and down. now withou rac, i dont know what will my life becoming to.

love - compromise each other a lot. less arguement. more breathing space for him but he still not observing enough. he must change for that

family - bonding was getting better. between my brother, and my relative. thanks to all those MJ session and shopping. really thanks goodness that i have a really love shopping brother cousin.

2009 NEW YEAR RESOLUTION:

1. start reading

2. save more money

3. even better bonding with friends, family and him

2008-12-26T00:04:00.001+08:00

It's a ALL ALONE CHRISTMAS for me today.

anyway, merry christmas to all.

2008-12-02T20:51:00.002+08:00

i have decide what to do for the our third year anniversary. i'm doing it now. now is to plan whether to book a hotel, chalet again or just a one day celebration. but we have always spend our anniversary together for 3 days. so if it only a one day celebration i feel a little weird. maybe cos i'm use to the 3 days celebration le be.

i must get into doing my children's prigress report. needa return to the children asap. i cant drag any more.

i'm tired. i wanto sleep.

2008-11-27T20:47:00.002+08:00

suppose to buy something at jurong entertainment today. reach jurong east station and half way walking the passage way, i see that no one at the entertainment and all is black, then i realized that all jurong entertainment is ~~CLOSED DOWN~~.

i jaw jus drop lo. cos the things i wanna buy is really very hard to find already. especially when all the neighborhood shop is upgrading to shopping mall the rental become higher and is harder for them to survived unless really well known. thanks goodness that jurong point still have. i going tomorrow after work.

being thinking bout my 21st birthday and i forgotten another most important day. it's baby and mine 3rd year anniversary. really had no idea what to buy or make for him. but this present that i just thought of hope i can make it. but during this period of time, i do hope to hear for some advices.

thank you very much!

2008-11-26T21:19:00.002+08:00

long time to see. cos hong when back and ah bin comp is down like hell. and i still dun have the courage to use novan's com. but why i'm here today? becos hong is back. why she's back? thanks to me. hahhah

she have CHICKEN POX!.

my jiu mu ask her over to stay so that at least her diet is beening look after. 3 more days she not able to leave home the house at all.

yesterday during at work, i received a message from her, "i wanto kill you". i was nervous like hell. i keep thinking about what happen during those 3 days. and i tot i crash her com. suddenly i receive another message from her "i have chicken pox". i was like omg. i did feel bad cos i was the one who ask her to come over to accompany me.

back to work have been quite good. nothing really change except i miss my rachel. she on holiday. coming back this friday from taiwan.

now is to decide whether i should stay and accompany hong at this sat or not.

2008-11-23T11:21:00.002+08:00

MY FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the biggest scar really comes!. last night it come off when in my sleep. this morning i was shock to life. the hole is so big!!. please NO NO NO NO NO NO> it's not my fault. i'm slepping. i didnt know what happen. i have been look after you very carefully. this is not my fault. please heal back!!

when back for review on my CP yesterday. i allow to return to work alrdy. when i start enjoying my MC, i have to return to my working life already. sadded. after that accompany baby to his wrok place as he need to pack things for the 'Full Throttle' show. unpack and leave at bout 10 plus.

cos we're celebrating baby mama birthday. she treating us. happy! and sad. cos i cant eat anything. went home to fetch them and headed to newton. order lotsa food. but i can only eat the pork satay, and stingray w/o chillies and the drinks. see. so sad.

wake up at about 11. baby have alrdy go to work. i'm alone at home. any plans out there?

2008-11-21T18:22:00.014+08:00

my cousin is a business management student in NYP. and she is doing this project - 'Christmas Bedazzled' where she has to sell products. and the product she's sellin is in a cheaper price. i'm posting the item and price here. read and let me know if you are interested. payment have to make first. last order by this tuesday(24th nov 08) but it will be best to let me know by Sunday(23rd nov 08)

ZOO

Night Safari

Sentosa

<u>Gelare/u>

BearyHip

2008-11-21T15:03:00.002+08:00

before i continue with my posting, i must first thank the security uncle yesterday.

here come the main content for today's post.

baby came over to fetch me at bout 12 plus for lunch as no one is at home. we headed down to Lot 1 as he need to laminate somethings too. so we went to Fuji to do the laminating and headed up to food court.

walking around looking for seats as it was very crowded during lunch hour. finally we found the seats, i go to buy my food. stop at the pig organ store and i ask the cook if they sell pig organ mee sua as i dun love rice(the food i order is not i their food list and picture board). she say they do have. so while waiting for the cook to prepare my food there is this ah gong standing in front of me. funny that it. while waiting for his food, he didnt prepare all the sauces he need. only until when the food reach his tray then he start.

That is still alright. waiting for and elderly to get his food should be our young generation job. the worse i the 中国丑老auntie. no i should call her ah ma.

Description of her:

.old

.about 40 plus

.have lots and lots of winkles

.UNEVEN eyeballs

.oily hair

.crooked mouth

she was looking at dunnoe where due to her UNEVEN eyeballs. and say.

ugly ah ma: "auntie!"

i ignore. as I'M NOT!

ugly ah ma: "auntie! 要吃什么 "

(looking dunnoe where)

i ignore again.

ugly ah ma: "auntie! 要吃什么 "

(looking dunno where)

i just get simply irritated by her cos i dun wan she auntie until all other people heard her. so i say very reluctantly “叫了” rolling my eyes at the same time at her. cox i'm very very very angry with this super ugly ah ma.

because of her, i also very reluctant to pay the $4. i just rolled my eyes at her again when i give her the money.

walk back to the seat and grumble all to baby. he told me why did you call her some name to describe a old lady. and i forgotten able it.

i know i'm sin for saying able her. but i think she will even sinner for call me auntie!

i shall stop this here.

i wanna change laptop. and i'm thinkin of MacBook. or you guys have other better recommendation?

2008-11-20T23:06:00.002+08:00

today is PSLE result days. was asked to help to collect my cousins result with hong. we were like have the long-time-ago-nervous feeling. went over to hong's brother school first. WVPS(west view pri sch). having some prob there. before we the General Office, there's ther security part. so we have to stop there(it's a must as we are not in their uniform.). uncle looking at us.

we:" 我们要来拿PSLE result"
uncle: "你们primary 6 啊？”

uncle. it's so obvious that we are much older compare to primary 6. so we tell him that we are going to collect for our brother. so the uncle was like smiling and let us in.

the fucktard up things start. we reach the GO. and we were like so blur that we didnt know what do. so we were like asking anyone in the office we have make eye contact with us.

staff:" yes?"
we: "we want to collect our brother's result"
staff: "huh?"
staff: "you cant colect like this. you have to fill in the form"
we: "what form"
staff: "the proxy form"
we: "we dun have"
staff: "it all in given to your bro. he have to read up"
we: "but we not given anything"

and the staff keep contining to tell us bout the form and imy cousin have to sign up. hey auntie! it very obvious that we know nothing about the proxy. why not we you jus show us and give us one.

what make me so angry is we try to call the GO toda but they claim that the dunnoe anything and cannot transfer us to the staff room. we have to call the staff room ourself thru the call operator.

WTF!

i getting quite angry and i'm starting to raise my voice but lucky she say she will get the teacher to us to speak too and soon everything was settle.

rush down from WVPS to SVPR(south view pri sch) on cab. called the maid to bring down yongxin's birth cert together with the 2009 secondary school booklet as the proxy form is in it. get her to wait for us as the bus stop. when we reach ther bus stop. we were like say "OH SHIT together as the maid only get us the birth cert. we really didnt wan to go thru what we go thru just now. but lucky. we go thru nothing. it's much faster.

when back home and choose their secondary school. i was like the one choose. cos i scared i click enter the wrong school code. i'm super nervous la. done everything by 3 plus.

but was very disappoint with all 3 of their result. mayb not for zhu hui. but very disappointed with yongxin and johan. real disappointed.

meet lynn at lot one to buy our dinner. b4 that, we went to WTS to accompany hong to check the price for puket and langkawi. anoth funny thing happy again

hong was looking at the hotel rate while the counter staff was calculating the flight price.

hong: "what is the 3* and 4* about?"
before lynn can save her face,
staff: "the the stars rate of the hotel"

everyone was laughing and i can see that the counter staff from the next counter was trying to hide her laugh even on her phone.

bought dinner - subway.

i hate philippines counter staff. they dun seem to be able to get you for the first time. you must repeat yourself at leat 6 to 8 time then they can get part of it. finally i get my food. buy breakfast at four leaves and headed straight home.

it suppose to be mahjong session now but all lazy to set table. all shall wait. or mayb i shall go set.

ciao!

2008-11-19T11:14:00.002+08:00

didnt get to blog yester as the day before yester, novan's comp was like nearly crash. so i didt dare to touch his laptop again. i know he's angry but didnt speak a single word at me. was very guilty. so i ask him to go repair his laptop and iwill pay for it.

all my family member went to KL today. so i'm now using my uncle's comp. we shall have party tonyte. only novan, hong, lynn and me!.

woohoo!!

but before any pary start. i needa go buy some pad. because of this CP, i'm not able to go out to store my pad and i sort of it. super in need of it. OH PAD I LOVE YOU!. baby coming over during lunch time to fetch me to buy. he jus dun have to courage to buy for me.
HAHHAHAHAHAHA. shhh...

shall stop here. cox i'm in super great pain now. i need my panadol!!

2008-11-17T18:50:00.006+08:00

hey darling., ask you know i wanna have a chalet for my 21st bday, i wanna have some idea from you guys. What food you guys wanna? and what liqour you all wanna drinks.

i have volka and baileys le. and more.
i wanna you guys to be happy at my party!!!

btw please try to make yourself free on the 30th jan 2009 to 1st feb 2009 if my chalet come true.

hope it all come true!!

Wishing well wishing well. i wish all birthday party can come true. i shall now throw you some money(*clink clink clink)

May my wish come true.

2008-11-16T18:46:00.004+08:00

7th days

tv the day is what i'm doing now. really not much i can do. waiting for baby to come over. he reach about 430. before he came over, i ask to bought donuts. at least not to come empty hand ryte? i also feel that it don't look good if you seldom visit that person place. always visit with a present or food.

reminded him to buy sugar donut. and i thought he will know that i love the apple cinnamon donut. but he didnt. he got all kind of black dount. and i dun even dare to eat cox of my CP

i wan to have black paches here and there. I ~~HATE~~ HIM.

angry!!!

he leave for work at about 5. and say he will repay my sugar and apple cinnamon next week.

i really wants to leave the house. i miss going out with him. i miss my doggy. i miss MiMi.

2008-11-15T11:28:00.008+08:00

8th day

today is a tired day for me. i felt very tired at 9pm yester. and today i wake up at 11plus but still feeling very tired.

My boss ask me if i can return to work early. which mean to say to go back to work before my MC end la. i guess there's a shortage of teacher. but there still blister on me. quite a few. not dry yet.

suddenly want to make a collate of what i want actually. cos ' i have been wanting alot of stuff and they are quite high end. so now i must collate all and buy them one by one. was surfing the net these days on my high end product. HAHAHAHHAA

LV -Louis Vitton

Damier Canvas - Billfold with 6 Credit Card Slot

Monogram Canvas - Neverfull MM

Damier Canvas - Speedy 35.

It come in the brown color series too. and i like it too!

Monogram Canvas - Key and Change Holder

This is actually not the one i wanted. The want that i really wan come in a like cone but the sides are sunk in. couldnt find it on the web le.

Burberry

Check Bowling Bag

If i'm not wrong, this design is about the same with the LV speedy 35. if it's not wrong. i see people carry this and i find it very pretty.

Nova Check Coin Purse.

Ruched Coin Purse

Coach

MADISON OP ART SMALL WALLET

(Brass/ Khaki)

I really love the 'C' design and the the colour.

MADISON OP ART MINI SKINNY

It comes in Black, brown and khaki and i like them all!

There one thing is a must but i couldnt find the color. it the LongChamp Bag. i still cannot find the colour. guess i must go down and take a look myself.

Actually, i'm looking more on bag, but if i dun get to try the bag, i cant see if it suit me not and bag are more expensive.

Shall stop here :)

2008-11-14T17:01:00.006+08:00

i'm in love with this phone. if my bro not giving me his iphone, i will invest on this sony ericsson C905.

it's 8.1 megapixel. cox after a long thought. i thing i need a cam phone more to a walk-man phone. i a little regret in buying my W910i as i'm not really a music girl. i prefer photos.

2008-11-14T13:12:00.001+08:00

my new wawa

2008-11-14T10:09:00.003+08:00

4th day

had quite good sleep compare to other days. wake up ar 11.30am which i seldom does so. very awake that i didnt get my afternoon nap.

plan to do my lesson plan which is due next sat(22/10/08). but novan bought his laptop to school for project. so i get to do it. by the time he came home, my lesson plan mood is over.

xavier was suppose to come over to meet me yester as i was banned from going out. but he dint in the end. cos he had a meeting with one of his supplier as they merge the share the booth.

watch tv recently? the MOCCA full thrilled advertisement? he's doing that. i wanna go. can see drifting. hope i can go out by then.

5th day

wake up very early today. 7 plus. thankd to my jiu mu and ah ma. they talking in my room as in i'm not inside. couldnt get to sleep again. call xavier up at 830. afraid that he will fall back sleep, i called him at 845. called the 3rd time then he pick up. ask him what he's doing. heard my voice, quickly swallowed his saliva and say quickly "jus finsih brushing my teeth, going work" bu i know he's still sleep actually. so i exposed him. and he's speechless.

doing lesson plan now. but dint know how to write.

my blister start to gone black. will post some picture of my blister. i'm UGLY and my blister make it worsed!

Long time no see scary scariest

2008-11-12T20:06:00.002+08:00

I'M HAVING CHICKEN POX.

It's getting very itchy. but i'm trying very hard not to scratch myself. even if it's itchy, i will try to scratch the blister's surrounding. cox i still wanna put on my pretty pretty bikinis.

one thing i'm sad about is my face. cox i have chicken pox before i got fever. therefore i didnt know that the one on my face chicken pox. when i wash my face, i rubber the blister. and not i'm afraid that it will leave a scar on my face.

today is the official 3rd days. i hope the blister will go down quickly and the itch will stop.

HOPE HOPE HOPE HOPE!!

2008-10-30T21:24:00.003+08:00

wrong calculation on the trip.

i thought there is like 3 car to genting.

which meanto say we have easy journey.

but wring.

we only have 2 car.

w would say it's just nice but too fitting for long journey.

it's a 12 hours ride man.

when we reach genting, we are like stretching like mad.

genting is not that cold as before i remember.
i only my jacket at night and not in the day.
i sweat in the day, so can you imagine how hot the weather are?

one good thing, First World Hotel is much more prettier compare to the last i stay.
though is a little smaller.

First Day
normal rountine. reach, get counter number. check in. get key(excited). put luggage. arrange the bed. set a little rules(clean feet on bed). visit other rooms. time(5 plus). walk around to explore. change a little la. but not alot. dinner at 7 at this "Lao You JI express". not that nice. i prefer the "Lao You Ji" resturant. nicer.

Continuing exploring. planning for the next day trip. Catch Musical High School 3 @2315. ticket at RM11 only. wants better seats? RM16. wants some massage during the show? Rm15(osim chair). GREAT? cheaper and better. one important thing. their cinema is clean too!

Reach home at 12am plus. bath and have our mahjong session. no kidding. Novan brought the mini mahjong up together with it table. play till 3. too tired. sleep

Second Day
Wake up at 930. got disturb by my aunt. but i'm only the one awake. the rest still sleep like pig.
wait till 11, my jiu mu brought me and the 3 small one to breakfast at kenny roger. not really fanstatic for their sandwhiches.

Went back to room. wake the rest up. all get ready by 1 plus. i have a lunch buffet with the rest again. this time round we allow the 3 youngs ones to explore by themselves. Leave my Hp with them. was sweating like mad. cox i'm afraid that they will lost my phone. especially when we couldn't contact time when the meeting time is up.

search high and low and finally they pick up our calls. they were at Genting resort arcade. starting to plan and decide if we should go outdoor as the time was like 3 plus in the afternoon. end up we decided not but unlimited ride. and we shall play indoor. as hong say that outdoor is nothing fun already. all the girls take the spideman coaster and none the boys dare. regretted when it start moving. but it's too late to stop.

walk around, buy some stuff and some snack. had waffles, chicken cutlets, drinks and bake sweet potatoes. wanted to catch the last ride before we go for dinner. but too late. when back hotel to get change and we gather at 1815 at lobby for a van to bring us to this Mushroom Farm for dinner. while waiting for our turn we eat durians and was cam-whoring time.

Dinner time. creal prawn. asam fish, genoki, braised pork, long bean, roasted duck and pork, and 2 more dishes but forgotten it.

After dinner. van took us back to lobby. that is also the time i decided not to smuggle into the casino which i plan to do so earlier on. continue our last ride which tickets we have bought. bring the kids to the arcade to play. the aracde SUCK! and waste of my money. i think we good better plans for the money.

back to room at bout 11 plus 12. same rountine. bath and MJ session. this time round what's different is the sound and air. hong and i start farting the whole nyte. one after another. lucky i'm having block nose. but hong has one powerful ones. even me with block nose also can't take it.
Novan add it a little here and there and same burps. lynn was the kindest among us. she did nor fart so openly. she only farted twice in the toilet. but we are knew it. as it was the LOUDEST fart i ever hear.

sleep at 3 as i was super tired.

Third Day
wake up at 0945. prepare myself and wake them up one by one. quick brunch at 1230. because we are booking out at 1. rush back to room and do a quick shop before heading for the lift. get our luggage and gather at our aunt room.

we gather at the lobby while my aunt went to look for his husband who's still in th casino. so we play uno-spin to past our time. the game seem very interesting as even the adult also came to help and laugh. pack up with 1 winner. novan.

head for lunch at this dunno what ulu place. but very famous for their "lor mee" all kind of "lor" la. execpt for their vege. which is still green in color.

when to basan to look for my uncle father's. had dinner at this resturant with my uncle' malaysia side relatives. guess what? they order the same food we had for the second day's dinner. and the foot the bill.

suppose to head to Yong Peng to buy some goodies back. but my aunt was too tired and she missed her stop. so we stop at one of thoes PLUS and only bought some small goodies which is also available in singapore.

reach JB. went to eat wanton mee and guess what? i'm the star from the crowd. cox i shouted and cry beacause of this crockroach that ~~FLY~~ right in front of me. poor novan beacuse i hold him too tight he cant moved too although he was afraid of it too.

Headed straight to the custom but there was a jam. reach singapore at 3 plus. and i cant meet my xavier. cry the whole nyte till the next morning.

Forth Day>
guess what? because i'm cleaning my tear i trip on a drain and fall sideways on the grasspatch. sad.

reach xav house and thing get better gradually.

shall post the pic when my hong send me.

2008-10-23T09:08:00.002+08:00

today is xav birthday. supposingly, i have to cook for him. 3 dishes.
-sweet sour pork
-herbal chicken
-potatoes leaves
but his father wants to cook stemboat. so i give up the kitchen for him.
WHAHAHAHHAHA>
this mean i do not need to cook.
YES!!

order a cake from awfully chocolate.
i dunno to write "happy birthday hubby" or jus "happy birthday"
because his father birthday is also today.
and i have to leave to malaysia, he has to work tomorrow, we couldnt spend our nyte too late out. so i deceided to jus write "happy birthday"

it only a 6 inch cake.
i scared it will be a little too small for the 4 of us.
i not going to included that f~~FOX~~ in.

going genting tonyte.
very excited.
because it's been a long time since i have been to genting with my family member
should be having a fun weekend ba.
most important,
my mense is over.
so i shouldnt have any problem with that. only my poor little noses.

i shall go get ready for my cake.

2008-10-18T12:59:00.002+08:00

it's been long since i last blog.
jus doesn't have the mood to do so.

going genting next thursday night. leaving at about 2 am.
returning sunday morning.

good thing?
i'm having my menses which mean to say i will go for the trip as a free girl

bad thing?
i can't acc my dearest xavier on weekend.

but i dun wanna make it a scene that i wanna to stay with my xavier and always neglect the family.
afterall they are my family. i have to do this.

one last thing.
I"M HUNGRY!

2008-09-02T10:05:00.001+08:00

i'm sick!
FOOD POISONING!
since monday morning 3.30, i start vomiting. xav send me to a 24h clinic.
which cost us a bomb - $150
but things dun get well and he still i got urine infection when i dun feel any burning sensation which you are suppose to feel when you have urine infection.
so about 11plus 12 in the afternoon went to see another doc. for an injection.
this time round another $40
total = $200.
SHIT SHIT SHIT.

should be going to work today but didnt sleep well yester. gastric keep feeling uncomfortable. so sad.
worse is Rachel and Carol also not going work today.
all three of us - food poisoning.
which mean to say only have with them.
i would only have to say sorry to mrs tan and serve tess they all right.
this is what they always do to us.

2008-08-12T21:18:00.000+08:00

jus lazy to blog these day.
have been doing some blog shopping recently. as my favourite pink smoked tube is oos. if your blogshop, see that tube let me know. cox i'm still searching for it.

thing in my life is up and down recently. mostly down. but i prefer to keep it to myself. i shall see how to it.

which mean to say i'm actually down for like the past 2 weeks. i hope everything will be fine and over in no time.

2008-07-30T17:11:00.000+08:00

having been like reach home early these few day or weeks. i have been like working morning shift for a period of time. it's a good thing i know. i'm jus blogging.

serious dark eye ring can be seen. no eye bag. just dark rings. making me feel that i'm ugly. needa do something about it.

needa go for a hair cut. my fringe is killing me. and i dun wanna have and parting of like bunch of fringe at a side. i feel old for myself. imagine with dark eye ring + bunch of fringe to a side(on my face)= OLD and UGLY!

did any watch channel U yesterday? 都是大发现3 it have a part featuring Clementi blk 106. that is where is working at. but they are not feature on them. cox if they are i will certain know ba. they are featuring the resturant beside Sunset Tavern. Peaberry & Pretzel. i always want to go there and try as their dessert(TIRAMISU) and pork knuckle. it jus look so sweet and delicious. i didnt mean to to advertise fro them but that jus jus the thing i wanna try as their food look quite ex too. heard that the pork knuckle cost bout 60 buck for one. so i think i will have to dream only ba.

3 day of no seeing him.
sad

2008-07-29T17:13:00.000+08:00

change my blogskin again. i think this should be the 3rd time i change for this month. i sun intend to change my previous blog. all the background and picture gone missing. i left with no choice to change.

i'm sad. suppose to meet hubby today. but he told me that there's a chnage in the schedule. he had no other OFF day execpt for only Sunday. but he can try sunday if i really wanna meet him. i'm still not sure. shall consider.

lazy to blog.

sleepy

2008-07-27T10:52:00.000+08:00

went out darling yesterday. was simple so annoyed by JERENY HENG WEI SHEN. he jus simply keep talking and talking. interrupting ang interrupting. but this is how he caught out attention that his voice is REALLY REALLY BACK. he had no more weird hoarse sound. just only that Jeremy Heng sound. his own voice.

but outing was rather nice and fun. joke and memories are simple good to talk and listen too.

LOVE YA ALL DARLINGS!

2008-07-24T18:44:00.000+08:00

i feel like giving up on doing lesson plan!!!!! i'm so like run out of idea. i really drain off!!!

i really hope i can. i left with only 3 more. but! not sure what i should go. LOL. i think hard of it first.

making salad with my children tml. my LAST cooking class with them.

i sometime really feel unfair about n2 class and above compare to the N1 and PG. so what all the teacher there are not DPT? so what they teacher are not CPT? they are the form teacher of the class so they still have to plan good lesson plan for them. why is only the big class have parental involvenment when they are they shaking leg and doing like cheese sandwich (when they claim it's cheese pizza) when like like they ask the children to open up the cheese plastic and place it on the bread then folded!
whereas the big class was like doing cutting , blending, making ice-cream and other more. i saying these is because when i take my N2 when they were N1, i also did alot of things with them. making french toast, fruits kebak and others.

it's like we don't mind them asking you know. we are willingly to give idea. but they won't interested to ask at all. and worse, my boss didnt say any single thing. WTF! this is so unfair. it like putting all the pressure on the big class. we also naughty children and difficult children to handle. that cannot be the reason give.

i simply find it UNFAIR!

2008-07-23T16:12:00.000+08:00

CAN ANYONE TEACH ME HOW TO PLAY FACEBOOK?

how come there are so many application?
its like making me seeing stars.
the price thingy?

i really lousy at this i would say true to all of you!

2008-07-23T12:12:00.000+08:00

when Singapore Flyer yesterday to make up our 2year and 6month anniversary outing as he was on duty on the actual day.
bought the tickets for Rachel friend which cost us 46bick for 2. it like 13buck cheaper compare to the usual price.

Was very sad. i thought going at afternoon 2 plus will let us have a chance of having private capsule of our own. and i did see other having private capsule of their own. BUT ain't that lucky for me i suppose. i have to share with 3 more people. so sad.
but nice experience. i think they get the cleaning company to clean the outer glass of the caspule as it's a little dirty. and it blur the vision for that particular window.
when it reaches the highest peak, i was excited. cox i'm like top of the world. you are like just side by side of the highest tower. it's cool man!
didn't really have lots of nice picture as the sun is too bright if wanted a good view. nice human being = ugly background; nice background = ugly human being.

after the flyer, we headed to suntec for the gelare waffle. hubbys favourite. and TUESDAY TOO! which mean to say is half price. he order two ice waffle. i couldn't finish it up. left with one quarter and some ice cream.
walk around suntec for a lil while. hubby bought him two top from fox. it 50% storewide. i wanted to but the short there too. i am getting my dress at night. so i didn't get it. walk into La Senza to look at their 5 for $20 panties. nice and bright colour. and most of it are G-string and tongs. was tempted to buy. but was stop when i think of the dress.

headed down to vivo and acc hubby to watch Red Cliff. shouldn't elaborate more as i have watch the show second time. i just couldn't sit well in the cinema.

rush to to BB to get my dress. sadded. i can fit into the dress but it's a too fitting for my chest are and the length of the opening on should is just nice my shoulder lenght. i have take measurement of my own. it's suppose to be longer then my shoulder. so sad. i maybe i shall sell them aways to earn a lil money for my panties. LOLS.

dinner at sunset. hubby cook for me pesto prawn. it so funny. we order from the waitress. so we were like:
Hubby: one paprika chicken and one pesto prawn
waitress: pesto prawn don't have leh. today 86 pesto prawn.
hubby: HUH?! nvm you key in paprika chicken first.

hubby walk to the kicten window

hubby: no spaghettis ah?
chef: got
hubby: no pesto sauce ah?
chef: got
hubby: no prawn ah?
chef: got!
hubby: the why no presto prawn?
chef: because we don't how to cook

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAa!
sorry i just find it funny. so hubby came back and telling me this then he ask the waitress to key in pesto prawn and he headed to the kitchen to cook for me.

order a princess naija too. request for lil alchol as i can't really drink. hee. the first time i finish a drink by myself. but i feel heavy headache after i finish the drink.

my day ended like this. was planning for Kbox actually. but hubby was call back suddenly for today duty. so i have to cancel that. if not we can play thru the nyte.

(Specimen) A tourist who take it for us

Hubby have eye irritation

2008-07-22T10:29:00.000+08:00

hmm. maybe still a lil about my new life. on the surface, everything seem to be ok? they talk and i try to do my own things instead of letting others do it. but i can really feel that my uncle is not very happy with my sat-not-at-home thhiny. but im so use to that. last time alli need to do is only to report to my grandma. but now, i have to tell my auntie, my uncle and informing the maid too! and

i have to like be more discipline in staying at home on weekdays instead of heading down to sunset and look for xav.

i miss my room; i miss my own BIG personal space; i miss hong and lynn; i miss the little-sometime- gossip that we have; i miss wearing hong clothes; i simply miss 601

M I S S E D

2008-07-16T20:21:00.000+08:00

do you feel that this is cute? should i buy comment quick!
it cost 13.50.

2008-07-16T19:46:00.000+08:00

i've moved!

not blog. but home. not really quite use to it. have been feeling weird and crying from yesterday till(now and then). I just have the 'stranger' feeling in me. which i scared me alot. i'm just hoping that this is only for a period of the only.

no longer have a private room of my own. i have to share with YX(yong xin). and her maid for the time being. she wil be leaving on the 17 of July. Can feel that yx is not very happy as he already a big girl and wants to have a room of her own. who does want to have a room of your room. chatting with the one you love so mushily. or even trying outfit. looking at yoru own body shape. I REALLY WISH TO HAVE A ROOM BACK OF MY OWN TOO! sorry yx.

baby's on night shift today. he's going to work till the next morning. and he having 2 more off day then. till friday! but he got to go back for the last reservice on sat and sun. which mean to say i will be BORED on these two day. lucky i have my darlings. hope they have their activity on these day. i'm such a naughty girl. only i can have my private time but they cant. LOLS! jus kiddin la. they can have their private time too!

2008-07-13T12:20:00.000+08:00

meet up with juan, jenny, jun and lijuan together with her ch on friday. we had bbq steamboat for dinner as jun wanted to have the bbq. had a very fun and interesting topic with jun on the way when meet jenny and juan. 'Sex In the Flyer'. jun was so excited saying this when we jenny say that nothing can be done in the fly as there were camera. jun was like 'what the use for have a 30 mins ride in the flyer?'. - Thats our jun. always have such fun and interesting topic for us to discuss.

Met darl heng, jenny, jit mini on sat. have pasta for dinner and waffle at dessert as our jit missing it soooooo much. then we when for the movie "Red Cliff" it's a nice show. seeing their formation and their garang attitute fighting the caocao troops. and of course! our MR TAKASHI and MR TONY LEONG! not forgetting them. but it just ended when they are going to fight the last and main battle. so the screen was like showing "Red Cliff Battle - to be contiune" what the? so we still have to spend another 10bucks for the obvious part 2 coming up. then mini send us home with his mini van and thai pop. LOLS

meeting darl juan, jenny, heng later at town. suppose to meet them at 1 but i can't make it. as my dearest just finish his shift work. he reach home at only 11. so i going to let him sleep so recharge his energy if not he will not have the energy to help me carry my stuff and will get agitated easily.

shall stop here.

yups! i moving to my uncle house this coming wednesday. shall miss my panjang home LOTS!

2008-07-13T10:50:00.000+08:00

HAHAHHAHA!. I've bought the tube below. I'm sooooooo happy. And i bought it without any hesitation. Oppps. So I've bought a total of 3tops for blog. Shall stop and see if it really that pretty and nice not. As photo sometime can be deceiving.

2008-07-08T17:37:00.000+08:00

I'm currently hook onto blogshopping as i find their clothes prettier and cuter compare to those in bugis when the price range is about the same. And their clothes is cheaper compare to those branded UK shop.

If you do blogshop please help me look out for this pink stripe and grey smoked tube top. Thanks You Very Much!

Lan Lan(our car) met up with an accident yester at Bt Timal Road when Xav is going down to sunset. He was hit by a Black Honda Civic which the owner only bought it for 3 months.

It happened as the civic wanted to prevent accident from it on coming fast left side car but little did he see our Lan Lan is on his right.

Therefore civic hit on the left front passenger seat(Which Belong to Me!) and all the way to the headlight. Xav say the skriting of the car is destroy and the rim cant be use anymore.

Thnak goodness the civic is willing to pay for all the repair fee. As actually he wanted to settle it underground but the repair was a bomb i think. So we do claim and he doesn't need to pay a single penny.

Hope LanLan will be out soon.

2008-07-05T22:38:00.000+08:00

My Saturday are now boring Saturday. Everyone has their own activities. Left with me alone at Xav house. I use to think that staying at home on a sat is great as I have no much money to spend of even eating out. But now, with a little cash with me, I have to no one to accompany out.

Instead I started blog-shopping. Some blogs do have some pretty imported clothes. My eyes caught on 2 tops. It will be a total of 42bucks if i buy they all. I'm still deciding on it. Gonna ask xav opinion.

Life is so bored now that I do not know what to say.

2008-06-28T17:23:00.000+08:00

To dearest 'you', recover asap! we miss you! we miss you smile, your energy and we miss you voice.

Went to visit him on and off for the pass few days. From high dependency ward to ICU back to high dependency ward his had finally transfer to normal ward. without all the tubes and pipe. but he wont be discharging soon told by his mother.

Tues, we me, juann and jenny went to visit him. jenny reached before and told us that she has a long chat with his mother. i always feel that I'm the second strongest compare among the girls in own group. But tear just rolled down straight after hearing what jenny say: "His mother say he keep telling her 'i want to meet my friend'". Tears drop right away for me and juann. those word just hit us straight into your heart.

Stop on him. those are the past. he getting better. and i believe he will be back like normal with us very soon.

God Bless!

I'm so sad today. everyone has their programme except for me. even xav. i haven been seeing today which had never happen before on a saturday. juann sayang me. she will rush down from her flight and reach home to put her and meet me asap at sunset. she will be back from bangkok by 8.

boring and lonely!

2008-06-22T12:16:00.000+08:00

Thing was suppose to be happy, fine and maybe high cum excited? Though there are lots of waiting but
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lifeissounpredictable.

2008-06-14T12:27:00.000+08:00

Went to Vivo yesterday to celebrate juann 20th birthday. Reach at 7 when we are suppose to meet at 6. But i told jenny nam before hand. Met with slow traffic at AYE. Should have taken a train instead of bus. After all there no traffic lights on the track.

Call jenny up when i reach. suppose to meet them a GV. But i (going to) lost. i came to a junction with and i don't know which path to take. Cox i know if i walk the wrong path, it will took me likek 20min to walk back. So i stay where i am and they come looking for me. HOW SWEET!

when to white dog to have a our dinner. i had a beef goulash and a sausages platter. i personally love the sausages but not the beef goulash. i think xav's beef goulash is better, nicer and tastier.

brought that princess to the Build-A-Bear-Workshop. as she told me once she wanted a bear from there. after a long time choose she will decided to get the MOLA MOLA (Long Ear Bunny). Actually we ain't the one stuffing the cotton like what is shown on TV. they were the one. we jus help to step on the pedal to activate that machine. we were being ask to do some silly action due to the person silly reason. After that the brushing is then done by ask. after that we when to choose costume for Mola Mola. Juann really spend time on her clothing. and she finally decided on the jap costume.

while paying at the counter. they ring the bell and girls working sang a birthday sone. a nice one i would say. lucky that miss xu took a long time to choose to choose the clothing. cox by the time the girls sangthe song. there will like left with us and a family of 4. not that PS after all.

Presenting: MOLA MOLA

I simply love these pair of 'cha kia'

2008-06-11T17:53:00.000+08:00

There's so many intruders at xav's house. Really have the urge to call the police or shout at them to get out of the house. They are just some super ugly but thought handsome AB!

Forget about them. Wanted to blog this last weekend. But I'm just L-A-Z-Y. One day while going home on xav car from Pasir Ris park. I saw this banner on horses. From them keep wanting to go but end up with lots of meeting up with darlings and then xav start working at sunset i simply just forgotten about it. Until recently we are broke. And xav have a permanent Sunday Off for me. iI remember this place. So i went online to look for the actual location.

It located inside Pasir Ris Park. and the operation hour is 8am-12pm and 2pm-7pm. This timing is when you can have pony feeding or pony ride. No worries about the ponies as long as you are below 70kg. But the house will be in the enclose"open farm" from 8am-7pm.

I wanted to have the rides actually but ended up all the people who are having pony rider are little children which make me a little too old for it. So i give up the thoughts and go for the pony feeding instead. It's a good experience feeding ponies although there are only 2!

will update the photos laters. It's in xav HTC. Got to wait till he come home.

2008-06-07T17:45:00.000+08:00

Don't feel like blogger recently. lazy? tired? I DON'T KNOW. just don't feel like doing so. Have not been meeting them up these daysss. Only last sat when we go clubbing at IndoChine. But a very short time i would say. Cause our dearest BM driving Mr Heng Wei Sheng Jeremy enter NS. he in Tekong for 3 days?

I feel bad not meeting them. but i even badder when I have no extra cash to spend. Having lots of money problem recently. I'm starting to give my grandmother allowance although it's only a little. Hey! i filial after consider the amount of money i bring home. and 'she' seem to know when i having my pay. 'She' will call me up and ask for money. if I say know. she will go to my grandmother. Seeing my grandmother so helpless. Finding extra cash for 'her' as she believe those nonsense maybe which is true(BUT I DON"T BELIEVE!). In the end. out from my own pocket.

Forget about those thing. something else. while packing my thongs on Wed, realise that i have in total of 13 pair of shoes which does not include 5 pair which I've threw away after packing. Is it a lot? xav say he's banning me from buying shoes. sad ):

'Another 4 is in my room'

I nearly go home bare footed on Thursday night. While waiting for xav to knock off. Half way through our conversation at bout 2145 I felt a suddenly insecurity on my left leg. My left slipper band came off. After about 20 minutes, there goes my right slipper. Am i unlucky or what they always say; When a shoes have to go they just have to go.

'I'll miss you'

2008-05-31T12:20:00.000+08:00

I feel sin. I thought after a week I will not feel the hatred. But I'm wrong. after a week when I see him I still feel a sense of hatred. I feel bad how?

2008-05-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

Today while on the to Xav's house, at woodland interchange, I saw this. A man playing piano and moving the piano at the same time. I think the pianist is also quite cute. He's in those Charlie Chaplin out suit. I took a short clip on it. Hope you guys will enjoy as there are a lots of inconsiderate people walking by even though they know that you are filming. And hello those who know me, with my hand stretch and tipping on my tippest toe. I just that 'taller' so pardon me. (: By the way it organize due to Singapore Arts Festival.

Macadam Piano by Pomme D´or (France)
Supported by the Embassy of France in Singapore

In this whimsical and moveable concert programme, Mozart, Django, Schubert and Kurt Weill all come together in the name of environmental friendliness. Look out for the top hat and tails man on a dynamo-turned piano!

Scorce: http://www.singaporeartsfest.com/aotm.asp

2008-05-25T18:56:00.001+08:00

Anyone out there who's thinking of having brazilian wax? Or done it before? Can tag how it feel and where is good? Strip seem to have also therapy to calm brazilian virgin. And they are like using vanilla white chocolate wax. With scent of chocolate while waxing?

I'm thinking of doing it. Wanna have a feel of hairless 'bottom' and ~~shaving~~ AIN'T GOOD! even for your underarm. So girl out there stop ~~shaving~~! GO for waxing. I would it's more tickish compare to pain.

Tag and let me know ok?

2008-05-25T01:40:00.000+08:00

I'm drink 'Choya" now. I'm really a 'no alchol girl'. I find the taste a little weird. BUT I think I'm cheap. even though the taste I feel that is weird, I still feel like drinkin and slipping bits and bits.

I only drank a little bit. And I feel 'that' feeling again - I'm drank..

Try 'Choya'. But drink it directly. Add some green tea to it. 1 portion of choya to 2portion of green tea. I love the sweet. Sweet smelling of the plum. It's great. (:

Feel like slipping it again.

2008-05-24T12:46:00.000+08:00

I've been finding views from our room(xav's house) window a great view. And it's still developing into not housing estate but better greenery view. It's like going to turn into park which is able to connect all the nature park in Singapore.

So I've change my mind as I use to think that I want to stay at west side after marriage as all my friends is over there. But after these few day of look and mind sorting. I think I wanna this area. I can call my friend up instead and we can have more privacy and not worrying about disturbing the moms and dads.

2008-05-21T16:55:00.000+08:00

my mind ain't wokring well these days. Although the surface seem alryte, but it's not in me. I feel so sad, scared and guilty for thinking this way but I just can't help it. No one can confirm. No one can feel it and no one bother. People just think that I'm to free that's why I'm thinking this way. But have anyone wonder if people don't stop what their doing, it's just can't help in anyway especially when it's ended with "just playing".

Beening crying for 2 days. Dare not and don't feel like speaking a single words. Not to Rachel even. A friend who listen and always console me in the way that really open mind.

Don't know if you ever met someone like this before. Her words just solve your problems. I, myself is still not her yet. I know sometime my idea or solution is just so lousy that I feeling like slapping myself after thinking why I said that.

I'm tired of holding back but I'm scared of letting go. And who wins? 'SCARED!' I know I'm stupid to do this but I simply just can help it. I really hope the old saying works: "time will heal everything"

Silly of I that I thought this will not happen. But i'm wrong. Everything still have it good and bad. happy and sad, pros and cons.

Sitting beside the window, the breeze is good. Just hope that te breeze can speed up my time and things will be soon solve and over.

2008-05-19T15:17:00.000+08:00

I DON'T WANT YOU TO WORK! !!!

I WANT YOU TO BE BY MY SIDE TODAY!!!!

I'M SAD!

2008-05-17T23:28:00.000+08:00

I'm having my menses today. As the date of my menses is always getting earlier and ealier, i always thought that i'm having irregular menses. But just now, i made an effort to calculate the days. It ain't irrregular at all. It's s regular - on the 27th day. This is also to say i can roughly calculate the date until july so that i can go for a nice and free trip to Genting - if possible.

Okay i just bath as we are getting ready to go over to jenny place to play game while i play my psp as the sence of the game (Silent Hill) i find it a little gross.

Gonna stop here. my hubby waiting for me.

BYE BYE (:

2008-05-14T20:56:00.001+08:00

I MISS XAVIER XIAO RONGSHENG! Feel liking going down to sunset to find him. But i told myself no. Need to have some control over myself. But i really miss him! Gonna go bath then hide in my blanket and let time pass.

SAD!

2008-05-12T22:05:00.000+08:00

I'm confuse and my mind is not working well. Things just keep happening and I don't know what to do? Should i help or not? No one haven given me an answer. If i help I might need to help again and again which i do not have the abilities. But if i don't, i will get all those nasty comment and stuff and lecture. What should I do? I really don't know.

I control myself not to go down to sunset today to look for Xav. Will go down tomorrow. so i loading some taiwan drama and of course my lovely PSP to accompany.

Ok got to stop here. Hong ask me to accompany her for dinner.

Must listen course I'm using her Mac Book. heh

CIAO!

2008-05-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

Done something to my blog. And it's MY BLOG! no wil have the same blog as me! HAHAHAH. Okay, I know the blog ain't that nice as compare to other peoples' blog, but i jus simply LOVES my blog. But I'm still trying to figure out the photobucket's size readjustment. Because spend like hours just it? But I cant do it therefore i choosen other photo instead.

Xav is back early! and I'm super happy! buy we are going out soon. Going to jenny's house to play game. Heng bought a new game. IT"S GAME NYTE!

2008-05-08T20:44:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

quite true in almost all. (:

2008-05-08T18:43:00.000+08:00

Just clear up our study table and the floor which after cleaning i realise is all my tour ad. opps!

my flu and everything is getting better especially my ear block. it's so so much better now. but my flu sort of come back due to cleaning up. you know, i am allege ro dust! thats why i hate spring cleaning.

waiting for xav to come back. he will be back any time now. going for dinner i suppose. because i'm hungry!

HE'S BACK!!

CIAO (:

2008-05-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

I'm stll sick. carrying a have nose block.(not does watery watery kind. it's THICK!) and slight cough. treat hubby to steamboat at AMK coffee shop. though the place is a little small and the food it a little limited but they still serve cockles and pig liver if you don't mind eat food from thoes environment. and 12 buck of each pax i find it still rarely fine for me. and the stock base is quite good. 3/5 point to it.

Finally i get to at my F&N marigo petit mango yogurt ice cream. Not bad jus too small.

Edit a photo thru photobucket. enjoy the function. credits to Lynn and Hong.

2008-05-04T20:08:00.000+08:00

I'm sick. restless. breathing diffculties thru' nose. teribble heahache and body ache. Will I be having dengue? or even HFMD? please no!. I still got plenty of work to do. But i'm dying.

2008-05-01T16:26:00.000+08:00

change my blogskin. find my previous skin abit weird. dont know how to explain. but i think there is something wrong with th blogger time. aftr3 this post i will see how. mayb i'll take it away.

okay! i wanna blog about yesterday. so excited.
was xav off day. it's been a long long time since we go out alone together. lt's beacuse he work till 6 plus then he reach home and we have to workthe nect morning so we cant go too far nor too late. and simplest things is to wathc movie but no extra cash for that or no nice movie. so ended up we over at his place again with the CAT.

But yester day was different! we had the money. we had the time as it's holiday today! 3 CHEERS TO LABOUR DAY! so we went to sentosa yester. it was actually a very last min things. i was thinking of sentosa, singapore flyers and staying at home. but he insist of going. so i jus quickly choose sentosa as the price is cheaper. so we hurry and change ourselves hoping that we are able to catch the "Song by the Sea" but was too crowded. and the queue is super long. so i gve up although i really wanted to watch.

so we go sakae@sentosa for our dinner. the place change the ambience is BAD. and is really BAD. the teppayaki area is consider alryte but not the dionning area. it look more like food court. SWEAR! they change their meun and i believe it's going into fine dinning. but ambience really dont suit the meun. and the staff is in all kind of clothes not uniform. although the staff service was not bad. but i think the ambience really drop Sakae name.

Enough of dinner. after dinner we when for the skyride. luckily we were able to catch the last ride and we came down riddig the Luge. was a fun ride i would say. i was quite scare of the luge at first thinking that i will lost controlled but everything was under my controlled. LOL

after sentosa we head down to T3 as xav haven been to. we were more of feeling to enter the departure hall as the shop inside is tempting us. though we didn't really buy thing but i simply jus enjoy the night.

really love XAVIER lots!

2008-04-21T21:51:00.000+08:00

i find my japanese name a little weird. 'three thousand generation?'

My authentic japanese name is 秋本 Akimoto (true autumn) 三千代 Michiyo (three thousand generations).

try your @ http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/namegen/969/

2008-04-17T18:33:00.000+08:00

empty

sad

weak

misses

lost

2008-04-16T20:10:00.000+08:00

i really hope to receive one. Saw hong have one on the TV make me feel like having one very much even though i always hoping for it. The feeling jus grew so stronge.

I'm waiting for that day to come.

2008-04-06T05:00:00.000+08:00

i simply lazy to blog. really sorry.
jus finishing fishing. but to me, i jus finish sleeping.
getting to know xav and going nyte fishing them changes me in some way
can you sleep anywhere in the word with a tent(maybe you can with this) or with only a ground sheet. which mean people will be walking here and there. passing you. i can!
let me see where have i sleep. puggol end, puggol beach, east coast park, changi beach, changi aloha beach, labourdore park and dunnoe still got where.

i jus bought my psp today. i feel that i sort of got cheated due to the waiting. nvm not going to talk about it. the budget is abit out. but the little out budget made a big difference in my daily expenses. so please tell me to control myself. i really cant afford to spend even more.

thanks

2008-03-25T14:24:00.000+08:00

i'm blogging at this hour i know it's weird. because i'm sick. having super mense cramp. so i'm on leave.

something happen again. and it the same old routine. which mean to say we are back to squre one but this time round better we have the nytes to help.

so i'm now in very deep consideration whether to buy my PSP? but really craving to have one. seeing people have it and of cox you yourself being hook onto a game, this make me even feel like owning a PSP of my own. but i really have to think hard as it is not a small amount although i have someone to sponser me a little. still need consideration

tt's it (:

2008-03-21T19:38:00.000+08:00

I'm simply lazy. this is why you dun always see new updates.

Monday, Wednesday

W O R K

Tuesday

This is something I have to blog.
on my way to work on bus 975, jus opp CCK bus stop, there's alway a lot of soldiers on board. so this day also have this 'mind' handicapped male on board the bus. He is doing some monkey action la. i dun see it's funny at all although all the bus people did look at him. some short period whereas some longer. But none laugh except for this ~~idiot~~ and you know what? he is in his ARMY U! so i get very fed up with him and start to stare at him. and i think he saw me he turn his head toward the window BUT u can see very clearly that his pupil is look at that handicapped. lucky he is like 12 seat away from him. if not i'm going to take down his name and his idiotic face!

Thursday
went out with darls to catch a show at cathy causeway point - Horton.
a nice show. touching.

Friday
Good Friday = Lesson Plan

Lesson Plan

Lesson Plan

bye (:

2008-03-14T18:58:00.001+08:00

It's zoo excursion day! tiring yet fun (:

Post some pics. enjoys (:

Norvin.QiEn.Joel Jordan GuiQuan.LeLe.JiaChen

GQ.Casper GQ.Casper.TzeXuan Casper.TX

slept the whole day from 6pm to 6am yester till today. but now i'm beat. got to wait for xav hubby to come home to fetch me. meeting jenny and heng for supper later. after their work.

I MISS MAC and KFC. I WANNA EAT THEM UP!

2008-03-12T16:53:00.000+08:00

i'm now at hubby house. i'm so tired

met up with juann yester to have dinner at Sunset tavern because she say she misses xav's food. but indeed his carbonara is really fantastic :)

have been working morning 7am since yester till today so is tomorrow and the day after. will be going to zoo this friday with my centre as a quarterly excursion.

don't know what to blog .
got to go first

by the way, Happy 18t birthday Lynn

2008-03-09T03:17:00.000+08:00

i just reach home

i'm tired

.

2008-03-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

my comp is done :)

2008-03-04T21:56:00.000+08:00

i'm at hubby house. and i broke my comp again. because of my itchy hands. lol. so instead, i go and hae a short nap. wake up at 1930, his da ask me to eat. after eating, i went to rivervale plaza myself because i feel like drinkin bubble tea and brought some tibits to store up.

before reachin home, i stay at the fitness station to do some work out. by LifeTrail

Ciao :)

2008-03-02T14:08:00.000+08:00

when over to juann hse for steamboat at 12midnyte yesterday will post the picture some other days.

things seem to get more mess for me. what have i done and what can i do?

2008-03-01T16:00:00.000+08:00

ok. i jus wake up finally. alothough i wake up at 0545, hubby come over to fetch me [how sweet of him. he didnt sleep at all the whole nyte jus to be able to fetch early so tt i won't need to wake up early and go to hse myself]. fall alseep once i reach his house. 2nd wake at 12. i thought i'm awake. but nope! i still feel sleeply and fall back to dreamland at 1 plus ~~straight~~ after my lunch. 3rd wake and the final wake at 1530. i real wake now.

was struggling to go home or stay at hubby house. Dun feel like going home, but was struggling to go home so that i could get my make-up bag and go out pretty. But end up i decieded to stay at hubby house. cox i already have my dearest hubby who don't mind my wake up look why bother about others as if they will 'WOA, THIS GIRL IS HOT' which look at my face: you think i care? so i call jenny if she having dinner with juan, and she say no. so my decsion is even ryte! i won't need to spent money for dinner and neither do i have to eat ~~maggie mee~~

jus install photoshop yester. tt's why i'm posting some of my edited works. :) anyone know how to use Picasa? i heard that it's easy but it dun seem so for me. can someone teach me?

2008-03-01T12:44:00.000+08:00

lights on

2008-03-01T00:07:00.000+08:00

misses

2008-02-29T21:23:00.000+08:00

i'm now at hubby hse again. yup myself only, he still at work @ sunset with heng. guess he won't be back home before 12midnyte.

Today was a haggard day, i am like struggling myself to lift my eyelid during work, cox i met up with darls and slept at 3 this morning. best is yet to come, i have to wake up at 0545. so take half an hour off early today.

when to Riverview mall NTUC to buy some groceries and i spent 40 bucks. Lucky there's voucher. if not where to get the money? and thoes items are f***ing heavy. and i have to carry them for bout 10 to 20mins to reach xav house.

Auntie didnt cook for us today which means to say until now me, ah di and ah bing have yet to have our dinner. At first i tot of calling delivery. But after 6 pieces of peanut cake and three quater bowl of 8 treasure dessert, i'm FULL. now is to only wait for hubby to reach home and if i'm hungry i will ask him to send me for dinner.

ps to ah di: don't be too stress, things will work out :)

2008-02-27T19:46:00.000+08:00

just finsih dinner at hubby house. his fatehr cook a pot of stew beef with vegetable. it's nice but too much pepper. i would say it as all dishes has too much pepper expect for my plate of white frangrance rice. Althought ah di say the food today quit ah pa, but i doubt so. it's still i would consider - SALTY

i deciding to go home myself or wait for hubby to come over to fetch me home. but i really scare he is tired and i'm lazy to go home myself. i'm feeling guilty now.

i think it hubby cranky week. cox he msg that he missed me alot today which he seldom do so althought i know he love me alot. it jus that it not his style to sms me those word unless he feel cranky.

to hubby: i will always be there you. don't worried. love you jus as much you love me or even more.

2008-02-26T19:29:00.000+08:00

shit! i'm missing my beloved hubby now. suddenly half way thru' my game i miss him.

there are strangers in my house now. viewing for flat. you konw thoes kind. one agent and a happily ever after family of 4 :this room too small. is the room near the corridor safe? kind of that question.
you know what? one of my family say my room is SMALL! hello! is cosy OKAY! mind you if you don't know the correct vocab. jus simply keep your mouth ~~SHUT~~ and look!

gonna go cook my oriental cheena scallop, mushroom and chicken soop with enoki!

yum!

2008-02-25T20:44:00.000+08:00

I'm at home now.
panjang home
xav is working at Sunset Travel
tian mi mi with Heng.
lol

life is like a mess for me now
have been crying for like 3 for 4days
today finally stop.
don't always have the urge to cry.
only in the morning

i will not be meeting my beloved for 2 day- today and tomorrow
only on Wednesdays
will go over to his house after work

okay.
i'm wil be moving.
where should i choose?
pioneer or jurong west?

jurong west - will have room of my own but no secure of my money
pioneer - have secure of my money but no room of my own.

where should i go?
sometime i really don't feel like living in this world.
but i'm scared of death.
what can i do
i really in dilemma now.

save me!

2008-02-24T11:34:00.000+08:00

just woke up.
was SUPER noisy outside
all the GU"S from hubby family came over to his house to visit his dad
I AM STILL SLEEPY!

reached xavier house at 730am just now
which means to say I leave my house at 630.
which means to say i wake up at 6

OMG they are tremendously NOISY

2008-02-24T00:20:00.000+08:00

yeah!
my blog is done.
hope i like it. (actually i did) :)

have been doing this blog for long time since last year
cause i was too long away from blogging.
finally just a click and everything is done.
WTF

hubby is back from work
really miss him lots
was like alone at his house
lucky his bro and his bro's gf acc me
TY TY TY :)

gtg ciao'

2008-02-23T23:08:00.000+08:00

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